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March 30th, 2006

11:48 pm - My life at No Frills #2 so today my shift was 10-5...and again a somewhat good day therefore it wont be all thAT interesting...i went to work...went to get changed and i always leave my shoes in this box on the floor in the changeroom and they werent there. i searched every box even the boys box. so i went to talk to vicky and told her somebody stole my shoes. she told me to take random shoes from the box and keep them until i get a new pair. i took this 2 sizes to big black airwwalks...so if they are urs let me know. i was on cash most of the day...i didnt even talk to anybody on break. not even that many crazy customers. well thats pretty much it. i hope these start to get more interesting...maybe tomorrow...sigh....... Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: amanda marshall- wishful thinkin

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March 27th, 2006

11:15 pm - My life at No Frills #1 Today my shift was 10-630. a pretty long shift in itself, but i was ready because i found out that certain overrides wouldn't be there so i was looking forward to a day full of people who dont think they own the store. at 10 oclock Natasha and I filled the ciggarette cases, but ofcourse i had a lane and Natasha didnt. so i had to periodically open. i went on cash for a little bit and my old man stalker came through my lane. he is this south african zaidy that was in the store one day and asked me if i could help him find a couple things. so instead of pointing him to the right direction i felt like wasting time, he gave me his list and i got things for him. ever since then he talks to me all the time, and never goes through anybody's lane but mine. so i got off cash and was told to do the box bin by the warden. but not just do the box bin, scrub the box. so i went to the back grabbed a bucket and a milk crate. started scrubbing but then the warden told me to open. i went on my lunch and of course there was the hot dog guy, staring at my ass when i walk past him and always insists on talking to me and staring at me ! ahhhhh! so i went inside and there was this man who was trying to return half eaten cat food claiming that his cats dont eat, when clearly they do. the warden said no coz she was on cash at the time, and he went and asked somebody else and they did it. so as you can imagine the warden was angry. basically just stayed on cash while Natasha and Dina werent. :( ...at 4 oclock my sister came in so i periodically did the baskets so i could talk to her a little. then i decided to finish scrubbing the box bin. as i was dragging myself with a milk crate under my ass and a bucket full of water an d soap..the bucket tipped and went everywhere, it was so embarrasing!!!so i had to clean up a bunch of water..5 oclock switch changes then it was me and Dina. Dina went home at 530 and i just sorted returns and walked around for a little bit until i left at 630. this day wasnt so interesting because it was a good day. but keep reading and there will be more to come. it will get worse!!! lol!!!!! Current Mood: groggy Current Music: amanda marshall- shades of gray

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March 26th, 2006

11:05 pm alright...starting tomorrow i am starting a series of frequent updates titled: My Life At No Frills. i was smoking a j with dan, damien and dewy and dan suggested writting down the events and making a book. so that is what i am deciding to do. i will try to not write about the staff coz that will bite me in the ass...but if i have to i will name no names. i hope this turns out to be ridiculous! lol! mmm honey nut cheerios! g2g ill update tomorrow Current Mood: high Current Music: nickelback

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February 15th, 2006

10:12 am so i havent posted in a while...ill do my best to update... working at 2 no frills...but im quitting one today coz it sucks some utter balls... finished first semester of high school...woo hoo 6 credits...and now im finishing up last semester... styll with dewy!! applied to college!! woo hoo north bay with steph...speaking of which im going up there feb 24... and MONTREAL MARCH 16!!! WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! WELL...i think thats good...i gotta concentrate on school!! ill write later Current Mood: chipper Current Music: mr feraday

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November 22nd, 2005

04:48 pm Spell your first name backwards - nyrad Are you a lesbian - define lesbian...... Where do you live - little moscow 4 words that sum you up - i'm so damn cute :) Wallet - what wallet? vest! Hairbrush - umm...brown? Toothbrush - pink something spin brush....iunno it vibrates!!! Jewelry worn daily - gold necklace with my name, gold neclace with a jewish star. initial ring 3 other rings...dewy love bracelet...bracelet dewy bout for my bday./..initial bracelt...a couple cheap stringy green bead things and the livestrong bracelet...o shyt thats a lot...o yea...and earings and piercing items! Pillow covers - red or blue...depending on the week...steph tried to steal the blue one! Blanket - yellow, red, blue, quilt type looking thing... Coffee cup - measuring cup Sunglasses - stephs sunglasses Underwear - at the momment...........well i just did my laundry :) Tattoos - o shyt...butterfly on my ass, snake on my stomach, voodoo heart on my ankle, vine on my other ankle, jewish star on my back, tribal design around my nipple, shooting stars on my collar bone, and "kutchky" on my inner rist!! Piercings - tragus, rook, 4 cartiledge, 5 ear lobe, double nose, double toungue, nipple What you are wearing now - sweatpants and tank top Hair - curly frizzy just woke up Makeup - last nights make up [ - WHO or WHAT - ] In my mouth - nothing out of the ordinary In my head - wheres my fucking credit card...i miss nappy n steph...wheres dewy? Wishing - money would fall into my lap After this - going to fold my laundy...i lead such an exciting life Talking to - myself Eating - just ordered chinese...for 1 :( Person you wish you could see right now - dewy... Is next to you - squish..my hamster...madddd cutee Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - my grandparents gone for 3 weeks...party hardy The last thing you ate - dim sum Something that you are deathly afraid of - clowns...to the max Do you like candles - yup Do you like hot wax - yup...but it hurts Do you like incense -yup Do you like the taste of blood - mmmm blood Do you believe in love - hahahah Do you believe in soul mates - hahahahah Do you believe in Heaven - i like angels Do you believe in forgiveness - depends who it is...i still dont forgive steph for stealing my pillow Do you believe in God - hmm What do you want done with your body when you die? hopefully have it buried... If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - A hamster!!! and i have one!!! What is the latest you've ever stayed up - hahaha too long! Ever been to Belgium - no but i like waffles Can you eat with chopsticks - yea What's your favorite coin - a dime! What are some of your favorite candy - ummm gummy bears What's something that you wish people would understand - ducks are awesome What's something you wish you could understand better - life What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - make steph and nappy come back...hurry up u have 24 hrs [ - you - ] Eye Color: green...cat green Hair Color: brownish redish Righty or Lefty: righty Zodiac Sign: Libra! [ - describe - ] Your heritage: jewish...canadian The shoes you wore today: bare foot Your weakness?: chroniccccccccc Your perfect pizza: BACON!!!!!!!!!! Your most overused phrase on MSN: lol Your thoughts first waking up: smells like hamster The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: assssssssss Your best physical feature: umm...iunno...u tell me... Your bedtime: around 3 am. Your greatest accomplishment - going back to high school!!! woo hoo! [ - have you ever - ] Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yea...becca mintz...mike williams...mitch potok...cops busted us! lol! funniest night ever Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: the question should be...have you ever been sober? Been caught "doing something": hahahahah yea dwight in my basement...and in his room by his screaming mom Been called a tease: no...lol...slut would be more commonly used Got beaten up: tanya..gr10...suspended second day of school! [ - the future - ] Age you hope to be married: 25 Numbers and Names of Children: 3 maybe...but i think im infertile Descibe your Dream Wedding: with the person i love... How do you want to die: peacefully What do you want to be when you grow up: singer What country would you most like to visit: scotland [- opposite sex -] Best eye color?: blue Best hair color?: Brown Short or long hair?: long Best height: 5'10, 6 Best weight: 180, 200 Best articles of clothing: boxersss Best first date location: Anywhere Best first kiss location: Anywhere Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: myself

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November 11th, 2005

06:18 pm If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad, or possibly illegal. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your journal to see what people remember about you. Current Mood: sad Current Music: keeping you warm

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October 24th, 2005

03:08 am - ....cream cheese mmm cream cheesse...naooy just had some...okk quickly coz im high... -talking with mom -kelly bought the first season to one tree hill -lived with my man for 1 week! it was crazeeee -going to motreal oon thjursday until tuesday with dewy...and steph will meet us there...and we are guna party hardy for nappy bday! -come back on the 1st...and on the 4th im off to buffalo! - ill be back on the 7th... -schools ok...i was thinking about doing part of my assignment right now so i wont have to do it on tuesday -i think thats about it -its 3:15...and i need to go to the gym in the mornign so i need to go to bed peace cream cheese Current Mood: high Current Music: walked outta heaven

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October 12th, 2005

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September 21st, 2005

02:15 pm - stoners! yigal.is.a.stoner we.are.in.his.room.and.we.just.smoked.a.joint so.today.i.went.to.school.at.9....we.did.an.assignment.and.went.for.break.at.10.and.went.back.to.class.at.1030.and.then.worked.till.1130....and.then.went.home im.on.yigals.computer.and.his.space.bar.doesnt.work.so.i.have.to.put.a.period.inbetween.all.my.words.hahahahahahahahhahahahahhaahahahahah yigal.says..hes.a.faggot... so.anyways.yigals.mom.is..hilarious!!!!!!...she.is.a.funny.funny.funny.FUNNY.lady! SO.MY.BIRTHDAY.IS.IN.6.DAYS.AND.IM.EXPECTING.CALLS.FROM.EVERYONE!!! well.this.is.getting.hard.so.bye.for.now Current Mood: high Current Music: ashanti-foolish

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August 21st, 2005

04:38 am - HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH Your a Nipple Piercing!!! Your more on the wild side and your not scared to do mist things. Your the daring one of your friends and you like to show them that your not scared. So congratulations! What Kind Of Piercing Are You??? WITH PICS brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: devious Current Music: foo fighters

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August 14th, 2005

08:24 pm GREEN DAY WAS FUCKING AWESOME!! OMG....I HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE...HAHAH! anyways shyts okk...i slept at dewys for like 3 days straight so we caught up on things that we didnt do when he was out of town!! LOL...andd yea... nappy is leavin next week! im so sad:( napp wat am i guna do without u!! *tears* http://spaces.msn.com/members/nappygoldfinger/PersonalSpace.aspx?_c01_blogpart=myspace&_c02_owner=1&_c=blogpart that site is nappys space...it has friend pics and our green day pics...well yea thats all for now!! Current Mood: drained Current Music: nickelback

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August 5th, 2005

02:32 am in a nutshell!!... shyts pretty good...going back to work so i wont be ass poor...went to warped tour with nappy, steph and kelly...it was chillin...going to green day with nappy steph my boyfriend and damien!! so thats also chillin./...and the girls r going camping! woo hoo...its guna be crazee fun!! and then dewys going to meet m,y dad on the 27rth...and then birthdays...dewys, kellys, rons, mine!! for my birthday we r going on a roadtrip to montreal so we can spend it with nappy!!hmmmm everything is good.. steph tried to steal m,y pillow when she was sleep walking...!! o yea! lol nappy and i r opening a drug dealing business...lol...if n e 1 needs chron give us a call!!! hahahahha we will be the coolest drrug dealers ever!! hi will!! and....duckies?? thers retarded pics.///and pimpin pics!! i thin thats it...im pretty stoned...o yea watup k-unit!! later Current Mood: creative Current Music: duckiessssss

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July 12th, 2005

02:39 am hahahahahaah life so much better!.,,i love everyone...karen sorry i havent called u wennever ended up going to a club...we all passed outtttttttt love u k- unit hwehehehehe n e ways...thats about all pplll....ummmmm iunno...im excited for struff...iunno wat,.,,im stoned...NAPPY CAME BACK!! NWOO HOO You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream You are kind, popular, and generous. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd. You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You? Current Mood: crazy Current Music: ITS MY LIFE- BON JOVI

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June 8th, 2005

12:52 am - welcome to me life... in my perfect little world i have so many things.. a mother who doesnt talk to me, a father who wont talk to me unless i go to school, a brother who's scared of me, a sister who's not really around. i live with my grandparents..but they dont really talk to me either.. i work at no frills...full time hours for minimum..and im not in school i had an amazing boyfriend...who i think i took for granted coz he dumped me.. i still have a few of my friends who are always there for me...but is that enough? who am i? who do i want to be? ive turned into nothing... my mom made it clear infront of my brother, step father and sister AND her boyfriend(who i dont really know) that my brother who is in grade 9 will get his high school diploma before i do...thats motivating... what have i turned myself into...who have i turned myself into...i want to grow up...but i cant do it...and i dont know where to start... can i do it by myself...coz everyone ive trusted and gave my all to had abandoned me...wats wrong with me that everyone just gives up...maybe i fucked up because people gave up...maybe i needed that support...maybe i need my mom... maybe i need people to stop leaving me...im slowly dying inside...and i cant keep crying everynight... i need them to help me through this...i need him to help me though this... the sun wont shine since you went away seems like the rains falling everyday theres just one heart when there once was two and thats the way its gotta be until i get over you come back...before i break down Current Mood: sad Current Music: until i get over you

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May 8th, 2005

01:47 am - steph did it....? If you read this journal, even if we dont speak often, I ask that you post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this on your journal; see what people remember about you. Current Mood: high Current Music: forgive me love - alanis morisette

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April 5th, 2005

05:10 pm heheheheeheheheheheh! okk quick little updatish ................ i went to monntreal on march 17th with steph...it was fucking awesome...we werent sober unless we were sleeping and even then we werent sober we were just sleeping...it was so amazing to just wake up and go to the couch take a bong hit and sit and have a beer...and it was also awesome to see Nappy!!! everythings pretty much the same...kelly and i are moving into an apartment in September...and i cant fucking wait to just leave! my boyfriend and i are doing relle good...we went to this club last friday...called Republic...its like a rock club...it was pretty cool...and my I.D. worked!!! yay! and yea...i think thats about it...work styll sux...and yea...hmmm...thats all for now Current Mood: weird Current Music: nickelback- flat on the floor

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March 7th, 2005

02:34 pm - you love me but you don't know who i am... so i havent updated in a while...just because stupid people leave stupid comments...but whatever...heres my life... me and my boyfriend are doing really good...im starting to fall harder...he makes me so happy...he bought me such pretty earings! lol!... work is really good just coz i get a lot more respect from my boss then i used to ...so i dont mind it... i went to kitchener this weekend to see my friends and my dad...friday night i ate a whole bag of mushrooms with 2 of my girls! loL! it was sooo much fun... everythings been going a little better...i have my kelly back who i never realized how important she was till she was gone... i feel bad i dont really talk to karen much...but ive been pretty busy...but she doesnt know how much i actually miss her...and one day when i have time im gonna chill with her...just me and her...i love u karen even if u dont think i do...u helped me thru so much when i needed it and i hope your doing okk... im going to montreal on the 17th with steph...its guna be crazee fun!!! hey steph, word on the street is jimmy's sticking it to ur mom.. the more i get into dewy, the more i get out of jason...hes not appealing to me anymore...im done with people that dont know how to treat me the way i deserve to be treated and dewy treats me better than i deserve...jason old love...dewy's a possible new one...im so much happier with him... my grandparents won a lottery..they won $105,000...which is well deserved and needed considering my grandfather got in a car accident and our house got broken into less than a month ago...so shyt is going good for them too... i wonder how baily is? i met a new girl...well not new n e more but i havent written about her...Ronlyn is a really cool girl...and everyone should meet her!!!... Let me go- 3 doors down is an awesome song! all in all shyt is pretty decent write now...besides the fact that i dont really know what im doing with my life...ill have to start thinking about it...thats it for now... Current Mood: tired Current Music: let me go- 3 doors down

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February 15th, 2005

05:55 pm I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down and I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channeled all your pain and I can't help you fix myself Your making me insane All I can say is I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassion's in my nature Tonight is our last dance I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I'm drunk and I'm feeling down and I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever came around Why don't you just go home? Cause your drowning in the water and I tried to grab your hand and I left my heart open but you didn't understand but you didn't understand You fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: scars- papa roach

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January 31st, 2005

12:43 am - CANT GO ON NOT LOVING YOU IM THE ONE WHO WANTS TO BE WITH YOU... DEEP INSIDE I HOPE YOU FEEL IT TO... WAITED ON THE LINE OF GREENS AND BLUES... JUST TO BE THE NEXT TO BE WITH YOU... Current Mood: sick Current Music: to be with you- mr big

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January 28th, 2005

05:34 pm FUCK FUCK FUCK..................FUCK Current Mood: sad Current Music: Mockingbird

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